In case things change...

In case things aren't as I hoped...

I'm going to start distancing myself from you.

It's for protection... not because I like you any less.

I just don't want to be hurt, is all.

Maybe then these feelings will get sorted out if I do that.

Now that I remember what you look like, I find myself missing you more and more.

And I hate it.

I forgot what you looked like.

No matter how many memories I thought of or the places we were together, I couldn't seem to remember your face. Even when I went to your page to see the new places you went to.

But I checked it and saw some new pictures the other day... now I remember.

I remember when I'd see you walking up to me, or coming around a corner.

And now I'm happy.